I'm getting divorced.  I'm being forced to move back home, 1200 miles away, with no job, little money, no dog, and no time to grieve.  He wants it done NOW.  I hurt so much.  I thought we were happy, or at least that he would be willing to work things out, to go to counseling, but he refuses.  I hope I will eventually will get better, but right now, I feel like there is no light at the end of the tunnel.  All I can do is sit, watch TV and wait for the reality to kick in.

This happened on Sunday, was confirmed the next day, I come home to an empty house on Tuesday with the divorce papers sitting on the table, and he wants to file on Monday.  What the hell am I supposed to do?  Everything I know is here in Florida, except for a support system, and my support system is in Texas, the place that I was so eager to leave my whole life.

So confused right now.  I did not want this.